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ChadS
07-16-2005 10:23:39
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Just venting here,,,, Alot has happend to me in the last few days,, some good, some bad, all came down to one thing,,, bordom. For most of you know me as a 24/7 tractor pulling junkie,, Ive treid to do the best I can with what I have. Done some amazing things with ol tractors, brought em back from the dead, doubled, sometimes triple the HP in engines, take a drive on em once in a while,, just to clear my head. I feel something is missing, did you know,, it has been 15 years, since the last time I went fishing, or camping, or take a break from the tractor stuff, so many tractors, yet so little time. Cant fix em all hasslehoff comes to mind, but darn it,, I did what I knew best. Sometimes,, this hobby gets in the way of finer things in life,, some, like me, have taken them for granted, (spellin) Just never really had anyone to do the things so many tell stories about in which I find fascinating to hear about,,, Now, I think I got that special someone to do some different activites, no, not the dirty stuff which ya all are thinking,, LMAO,, that comes natural,, but to take some time off, and go do something different. If its there when I get back, then I have a new perspective on that, and hopefully, something to add. But for now, I gotta do something I have never done before, and Im ashamed as a redneck to say, I wanna go fishing, go camping, ride horse back, with the gal of my dreams,, spend some well deserved time with her, and make a life worth living,, things, Ive never came to grips to realize that the world is a big place, and Im spending my time in only one these days,, important things that create a memory, never done that before,,, you older married guys know what I speak of,,,, cant be all farming, or pulling, or tractors, or the old car, cause if it is,,, mite be missing something else in life that you may never get that chance to experience. We all want so much in this world,, knowing its outhere, but never findthe time to go do it,, we all read how much the ol tractor has sat and needs attention,,, but, it will always be there, when you get back, at least hopfully it is. Finer things in life arent cheap, they just get overlooked,, I cant do that anymore,,, I say this, because I was told this is not what I expected,, 24/7 tractor pulling, tractors this and tractors that,,, LOL, I love that stuff,, but I gotta love more things too,, it may be nothing new to some,, but to me, it can open up a whole new world, and I wanna have my gal, show me what Im missing,,,, I belive, Ill get back more than i will ever expect,,, Just do it, git r done, and have some fun, a different kind of fun in where living in a tractor world is just not there for us,, Im not leaving,, just doing some other things for a while, mans search for faith or something long that line,,, ever feel like this????? ChadS
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