Hi Ron , good news is that you two are Christians & have put him at the center of everything . My X & I were Born again Christians . She was very active in our Church , teaching SS classes , bell choir & etc . I was somewhat active but health issues sometimes iterferred .Anyhow , my X was going thru change of life & was scheduled for a full hysterectomy due to some health issues . She atarted working at a state mental health place , started coming home telling me about her day & God was using her to reach co workers . Thru the grapevine I learned she was getting overly friendly with a couple male coworkers . I asked her not to let satan get her thru her sweet friendly actions . She of course always denied any thing I heard . Well now I realize things I could see in her at home but at that time I didn't . Then that day she droped the bomb . I heard she was actually involved with 3 different guys of which she married . To my bewilderment she still felt Saved & being used by God . Makes no sense to me . She worked on my mind taking me back to my abused childhod by repeating things my Dad used to say to me about being disqusting ,& how she never wanted to be with a fat bald man . Then she said that without her , I'd be a nobody ,our friends were only interested in her not me , then she'd say : well your Dad was right that I'd amount to nothing in life , I was a sloppy fat bald man & she was embarrassed to be seen in public with me . Then she'd throw it in my face that she brought more money home than I did & without her money I'd have nothing . The finalee was she begged me to shoot myself so I'd be out of her & her boyfriends way . That my own kids & Grandchildren loved her lover more than me . I came too close to suicide that day . But being that I shot the bullet from my 357 into the ground instead , she had her lawyer issue a protection order against me . That day was a bad nite mare . 14 cops came into my home with guns , took every one of my guns , hand cuffed me , pushed me into a cruiser then had me evaluated at the hospital . But than God , the emetgency doctor was one I knew , he counsolled me for quite awhile then told the cops to trake the cuffs off , take me home & leave me alone . He also suggested they go get the wife & bring her in for an evaluation because she was the cause of my mental state . I was so thankful for that doctor being on duty that evening . I still carry anger at God for allowing satan to destroy a Christian couple . I still Love the Lord but have allowed a Gap in my relationship . My health deterioated soon after all the destruction she caused .Praying is very hard for me because I've not seen any answered . I'm sorry to be so long winded but this only a small portion of my past 11 yrs . I now suffer from severe depression & anziety attacks , so i've been under two doctors care plus several pills each day , I'm done , need some sleep now . God bless, Ken
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